Everything:infravermelho

I told my mom that im not sure that the drums are for me. she was cool with it. actually happy, like she had been wanting me to say that all along. it made it a lot easier, and made me much happier. its hard; but i dont care. im not just going to keep doing something because not doing it is hard. everything is hard. im going to learn how to play the guitar. damn this drum thing sucks. anyways. i read my book today. my friend lenoard. one of the best books i have ever read. it is the sequel to a million little pieces. which is also one of the best books i have ever read. i read it all today. we drove to twanoh, i read in the car. we stayed at the beach for like... 5 hours [i have no idea. a long time] i read. i finished it. im glad. i have wanted to read that book for a long time and im glad i did really glad i did. and it made me laugh a lot and it made me cry a lot. i would really really really like to meet james frey. and also to read a lot of books was on my list of goals for this summer. pretty sure its off to a good start. haha. its going to be a great summer.

tomorrow is when i get back to business. mail out all my crap to the churches. call the bank. set up a carwash a garage sale and probably what? another freaking company. just kidding. but seriously i have a lot to do. hopefully jordan will be done with the flyers by saturday. so we can give them to people who come to the carwash garage sale.
this should be fun.

im kind of dreading leaving for most of july and not being able to work on the concert. i will think about it all while im gone. and i will worry about it. i need to get everything taken care of before i leave. i cant believe i have to miss the preview show. oh well....