Wednesday, November 30, 2005 4:50 PM
Dont say its ok when its not.
Stop telling me you know how I feel.
dont tell me you're sorry.
please.
dont tell me not to get mad!
Im not shutting the door forever
just for a second
im not going away
i just need a second to freak out
so dont say its ok
its not
dont tell me your sorry
i dont care if you're sorry! its not you're fault
dont tell me not to get mad
Stop telling me you know how I feel.
dont tell me you're sorry.
please.
dont tell me not to get mad!
Im not shutting the door forever
just for a second
im not going away
i just need a second to freak out
so dont say its ok
its not
dont tell me your sorry
i dont care if you're sorry! its not you're fault
dont tell me not to get mad
Nothing to say, nothing to give
Wednesday, November 23, 2005 8:10 PM
Lord I am seriously just so tired of walking. I cant say anything right now, and I dont know what to give. I know you're standing here, I know you see my crying. But I dont know why. Why you're not whiping my tears, or picking up the peices of my heart. I dont know if you're crying too. I cant tell if you're holding me. I dont know what to give, when you've already taken so much. And I dont know what to say, because pain will leak from my heart. If I open my heart to you, I have to open it to reality too.