And all of these moments might just find their way into my dreams tonight
Sunday, March 12, 2006 4:58 PM
Ah Sundays, how I love Sundays! Today even started out glorious! [if you know me, you know I hate the starting part of days] My cat is insane, it walked around and around my bed this morning 3947293847 times, and I yelled at it, then put it outside. But it actually was a good thing, [oh yah i woke up at 7:00 am] because right when I reached to open the window, I was stunned with a beautiful sunrise! It was gorgues, I just stared at it for a long time. I immediatly thanked God for creating such a beatiful and magnificent earth, and thanked him for another day : )
Church was also one of the better I've been to in years. Even though my morning started out wonderful, when I got to church and we started to worship, I found myself in a down mood and bitter feelings inside me. I went out to the bathroom, and then laid on a bench that was outside of the sanctuary. I asked God what was creating these feelings in me, and he gently pointed out some things that were causing a little bitterness in me. We also talked about how I need to go about fixing them. It really helped a lot. Then Tammi came out and we talked about some life issues, Im glad I could be there for her. As I came back in to the sanctuary, the whole service was filled with laughter, about Glen purchasing a tabloid. The sermon was all about gossip, and the sermon wasnt preached in a confusing, or an applicable way. It was just what I had been looking for. Just yesterday I stumbled over a Proverb that talked about gossip, and realized that was something I needed to correct in my life. Glen really helped in identifying specific ways to stop ourselves and others from gossiping, and some verses that really got me to open my eyes to how dangerous, and what a big deal gossip is.
Im so glad I have changed my relationship with God. It's actually a realationship now. It feels really good to know that I am with him all day, not just representing him. Im still struggling to keep my mind focused on him in quiet times, but Im learning! : ) And having a focused time to spend with him and study about him really makes me feel better. It makes my day feel complete.
Well for some reason Im not really looking forward to going to YOUth Church tonight, I dont know why. Lately I have been wanting to be alone more than around people, but that's just my personality. Also I guess its just a little too loud for me, I like to be at home. Plus I have homework :\ gahh... Oh well. Its all part of growing up!!
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Church was also one of the better I've been to in years. Even though my morning started out wonderful, when I got to church and we started to worship, I found myself in a down mood and bitter feelings inside me. I went out to the bathroom, and then laid on a bench that was outside of the sanctuary. I asked God what was creating these feelings in me, and he gently pointed out some things that were causing a little bitterness in me. We also talked about how I need to go about fixing them. It really helped a lot. Then Tammi came out and we talked about some life issues, Im glad I could be there for her. As I came back in to the sanctuary, the whole service was filled with laughter, about Glen purchasing a tabloid. The sermon was all about gossip, and the sermon wasnt preached in a confusing, or an applicable way. It was just what I had been looking for. Just yesterday I stumbled over a Proverb that talked about gossip, and realized that was something I needed to correct in my life. Glen really helped in identifying specific ways to stop ourselves and others from gossiping, and some verses that really got me to open my eyes to how dangerous, and what a big deal gossip is.
Im so glad I have changed my relationship with God. It's actually a realationship now. It feels really good to know that I am with him all day, not just representing him. Im still struggling to keep my mind focused on him in quiet times, but Im learning! : ) And having a focused time to spend with him and study about him really makes me feel better. It makes my day feel complete.
Well for some reason Im not really looking forward to going to YOUth Church tonight, I dont know why. Lately I have been wanting to be alone more than around people, but that's just my personality. Also I guess its just a little too loud for me, I like to be at home. Plus I have homework :\ gahh... Oh well. Its all part of growing up!!
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